So I posted that whiney snippet about Webster and his stupid texting. Or lack thereof. I think I’m retarded. Truly. I am college educated and I’m pissed at some guy for sending text messages in a way that I don’t approve of all the while not actually letting him know that it’s
pissing me off upsetting me and giving him a chance to ‘fix’ it. He’s a guy for god’s sake! They’re not all that bright when it comes to stuff like this (present company of any of my lovely male supporters excluded from this sweeping generalization of course). I can’t be mad at someone for doing something that they most likely have no idea doesn’t work for me.
I need to suck it up and call him. Not call him out, perse as the talk about the text messages needs to be done in person, but call him. And see if we’re actually doing something tomorrow or not. If I go to voicemail I need to leave a nice message for him regarding tomorrow only. No snarky comments about his shitty texting style. No passive aggressive asides about how he never bothered to get back to me after asking what I was doing on Friday. No stupid comments about him apparently being too busy to actually pick up the phone and make a 2 minute phone call (which would be MUCH preferred over the brick wall texts).
Not sure why I’m being such a turd about it. It’s a little soon for me to be doing my self destructive relationship shit since we don’t actually have any sort of a relationship at this point. Sure, the physical attraction is there (as proven by our uber non productive yet very very fun last 2 meetings), but I don’t know about all the other stuff. The important stuff. Sure, I’d like to find out, but I am certainly not going to be the one to admit that I like him when I’m unsure of where I stand right now. Geesh, I’m no dummy.
Yup, a call is in order. Too bad I’m such a weenie and don’t want to make the call for fear that I will say something ‘wrong’ or snipey. Apparently I have very little impulse control these days and we all know that my ‘filter’ has been on the fritz for years, so I took the loser way out and sent him an e-mail. A very non-committal, very non effusive, very non much of anything e-mail:
Hi Webster,I hope your day is going well. I was going to call you later, but I have no clue when a good time is so that I’m not interrupting something. I know you’ve got your 8pm meeting tonight but wasn’t sure if you still had the girls today or not.Anyway, I was just wondering if you still wanted to do something tomorrow evening? You had asked what I was doing earlier in the week, but then I didn’t hear anything else about it, so aren’t sure what your thoughts are.~ E