Well shoot, I do believe I may be in the process of being blown off by W. 😦 We text messaged on Monday and I was the last to respond. I sent that silly e-mail to him Monday night and he did not respond. I actually managed to pick up a phone yesterday (Tuesday) and call him, but went to voicemail. Of course, I can’t for the life of me remember what my message said, but I’m positive it was some inanely rambling thing about absolutely nothing. I do know it ended with ‘give me a buzz back when you get a chance’. Nothing. That was at 5:30pm last night. It is now 5am on Wednesday, the day we’re supposed to do something, however no plans are set. No time, no location, no nothing. I can’t very well just show up on his doorstep this evening like nothing happened if I don’t hear back from him. I’m not sure what is going on (or why). Or what (if anything) I did.
Of course I’ve gone back over everything in my head and can’t find a ‘mistake’ on my part. Aside from being all kinds of closed off and weenie-esque, but last text from him on Monday @5 was simply ‘yes, still on for Wednesday, suggestions welcome’. Then nothin’ ………..
Not sure what to do at this point. Did I let him know I like him and that made him panic? Did I NOT let him know I liked him and that made him not care? Did he just lose his phone? Or did he just lose interest? Plain and simple is that I like him. I haven’t really liked a guy in a very (very) long time. I’m retarded when it comes to relationships it appears. I’ve overthought everything (as that’s what I do), and can’t figure it out. I will be sad if this is it. I don’t know why it would be, but then again, I haven’t been able to figure out guys in all my years, so why should he be any different………..
Not a great way to start the day 😦 I’m hoping I hear from him ……..
It’s so much easier to not like a guy ………