Hopefully this will be the last in the series of ‘why I’m an idiot’ ’cause I don’t think anything can quite surpass what just happened. Okay, what’s happened over the last year and half, but mainly what just happened at TD’s.
As I pull up, another car pulls into the driveway. Holy hell! Was it the ex, was it TCDLL? I had no idea. Well it was the ex. Over to take ‘family’ photos. Uhm, nice of TD to let me know ahead of time. Guess who took the pictures? Yes, that would be me. Because I’m a moronic doormat apparently. Next is getting to hear the extensive list of people going to the graduation ceremony. The ceremony that TD told me almost 2 months ago that would have limited tickets per family, so he wasn’t sure if I’d be able to go (this was pre shit hitting fan). Anyway, TCDLL is going, as is her daughter, and her daughter’s boyfriend, and her 2 sons, and TD’s oldest son’s new girlfriend, and probably random dipshits off the street. But not me. I had actually hoped that TD would suck it up and do the right thing by inviting me if not to the ceremony, at least to the party. Nope. He was nice enough however to make me feel guilty for making him feel guilty. Whatever. Fucking Asshole…….
I didn’t even get to spend much time with S as her mom was there. Nice. Anywho, I got to see TD’s son & his girlfriend today so that was nice. You know what was even nicer? They left early and called me about 10 minutes later to see if I wanted to meet them at McDonald’s. Ya’ know why? Because these 2 16 year olds are amazingly empathetic and could see I was sad. As they knew TD wasn’t going to do anything to try and make me feel better about the situation, they took it upon themselves. And I love them for that.
As this is the last ‘milestone’ that I know about, I have no more excuses to see any of them. 😦